A Whole New Year

2010 Is Officially OVER !!!!!

Say HELLO to 2011 !!!! Hopefully i would remember to write '11' behind my dates ... HAHHA I wish everyone will have great blessings through out this whole new year and ALWAYS BE LUCKY !!! :D If i've done anything wrong in 2010 , please forgive me and give me another chance in 2011 ...i promise to be a better person ...so i hope i would keep this pinky promise as long as possible :P I feel so happy and excited now :D Good Night !! :D

Mixed Up In A Hot Soup

I totally have no idea what's the meaning of my title for this particular post and why did named it this way but i'll just let it be :) Everytime when I'm feeling so confused , insecure , frustrated and totally have not a single clue about what to do , I'll listen to my ipod and try to search for songs that suits my feelings right now ... For the mean time , i've found this , its called Mixed Up by Miley Cyrus ...Its nice and the lyrics is so similar to my feelings now ... Feel free to Listen to it in YouTube :) PS : I've highlighted The parts that i like the most ! <3

MIXED UP by MILEY CYRUS 

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la

How come everything turns out leaving me with more doubts?
I feel like I'm upside down, and I don't wanna be here
I go right, should have gone left, and I say things I should have not said
Look at me in this big mess, I don't wanna be here

Everything I do is making me more confused
Oh, it used to be easy, all I had to be was me, now I'm mixed up
Everywhere I go is somewhere that I don't know
Oh, I hope that I'm dreaming 'cause I'm sick of this feeling
I'm mixed up, somebody help me

La, la, la, la, la

Tell me how to fix this, I'd trade my world for one wish
To go back to my other life, oh, and get it right

Everything I do is making me more confused
Oh, it used to be easy, all I had to be was me, now I'm mixed up
Everywhere I go is somewhere that I don't know
Oh, I hope that I'm dreaming 'cause I'm sick of this feeling
I'm mixed up, could somebody help me?

To hold me, tell me everything's gonna be okay
'Cause today it feels like I won't make it through the darkness
Don't know how to get outta this
I'm so mixed up, can somebody help me?

La, la, la

Everything I do is making me more confused
Oh, it used to be easy, all I had to be was me, and now I'm mixed up
Everywhere I go is somewhere that I don't know
Oh, I hope that I'm dreaming 'cause I'm sick of this feeling
I'm mixed up, somebody help me, somebody help me
 

 BYE BYE :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!

It has been quite a looooooong time since my latest post . So now , Stay back and be ready for me to bombard you with everything i've done for CHRISTMAS !!!! and honestly , this is the best of the BEST of the BEST CHRISTMAS in MY LIFE !!! I need to thank all of you that told me the REAL meaning of Christmas and brought me so much joy and happiness through out the week .... <3

THE AWESOME YOUTH CAMP 2010

Everything was SPLENDID and very very very ENJOYABLE ! All of the commitees  had really done a great job in preparing the games , places , foods and etc ... the girls all went so CRAZY all along the camp and i totally forgotten about my PMR result day which was the next day of it...haha  The game that i like the most was SABO ! and Treasure Hunt was not bad too but the last clue seriously did cracked my brain into two parts ... haha I acted as Alice during the Costume Party at night and guess what ? Im nothing better then a maid == hahaha And i seriously felt soooooooooooo sadddddd when we're leaving the house and I wished we could stay for another day , but too bad , PMR result is coming out on the next day ... Now, Im so excited for the pictures !! hopefully they would be uploaded asap ! :P

Taking My PMR Result

DANG DANG DANG DANG !!!!! My mind was still very fresh with the memories of me forgotten to bring my ic on the first day of the exam and also the happiness of me finished taking my last result ...Time seriously FLIES ! and now im getting my results :O and Yeah ! i couldnt sleep well at night and my stomach is full of butterflies ... I kept imagining what if i didnt get straight As ? The sadness creeps in and a fews tears slided down my cheeks ... But everything was totally stupid when i got my result and thinking why am i so stupid to let my emotions to concur my brain when everything was needless ...and YEAP i got STRAIGHT !! im so so so so happy and bout it :D Now , My day is full of sun shines :P

After Result 

I followed Aunty Rachel's car along with Catherine , Alethia , Faith , Esther , and Desmond to Mid Valley ! We watched Gulliver's Travel and it was quite boring and very predictable ...Our empty stomach indulged us to a Korean Cuisine restaurant named Ka Hyong in The Gardens before the movie ... i ordered a set meal which included a bowl of rice and some kimchi and an bowl of super-spicy-but-tasted-like-vinegar-soup haha it was very filling and i didnt finish it ...After the movie , we shopped a little while waiting for Aunty Rachel to fetch us back :D

 Christmas Eve Caroling

 I followed our Youth to do some caroling .We sang in 3 houses in Sungai Long .It was quite embarrassing as i sang out of tune but luckily they hardly notice it because everyone's voice had covered my voice up :P The family in the first house gave us some Sandwiches contained some turkey that flew from Australia :O..it was every tasty and They gave us some chocolates also and they were from Australia too ! At the last house ,The family was having open house so we had to sing in from of EVERYONE which is very embarrassing because most of them ignored us and kept eating their food ..we were like syok sendiri only ... but it was quite fun too :D

Christmas Countdown !!  

Everything was a last minute plan actually but it did went smoothly :D We watched the videos taken during the camp and some videos long long time ago ... some are really funny till i wanted to pee ! haha Then ,we did the count down and i can see happiness and joy written in everyone's face .It made me felt very happy even though nothing was prepared and we just shouted crazily in Esther's Living room ! hahaha Just 5 MINUTES after the count down ... My dad was outside of Esther's house fetching me home without me asking him to come ... haha

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!! 

Went to church early in the morning to practice for our performance ... Luckily my voice didnt crack and i was super excited for the performance… It was not bad after all but some mistakes occurred at the beginning of the song … Oh Yeah, I forgotten to mention that we sang the song ‘ We were the reason ’ Chinese version :D After that,we had our lunch in Janbo Restaurant .The food was very scrumptious and I think everyone enjoyed it very much :D And ! One super funny thing was we drank the shark fin soup without shark fin inside :O HAHAHA But it is not bad too :D  

Off You Go , Braces !!

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!!!! I took off my braces !! i've been waiting for this day for 2 YEARS and 5 MONTHS !!!! Im finally freeeeeee ... hahah but i miss my days with it though :P Before i put it on , i've heard that it'll bring my severe pains and this made me scared to put it on at first but after all , it wasnt really 'that' pain except for the week after i went for my monthly checkup because the dentist will tighten it every time i pay a visit .... After taking it off , There's some changes of my face ... Good news ...My mouth wasnt as thick as i used to be and my teeth were whiter then my braces ...Bad news is My teeth made my face look tanner == ... Anyway , I think it is worth it to spend 2 years and 5 months with them because my teeth were so different from my previous one :O and looking back my previous photos , i somehow feel gross ! HAHAHA These are some of the memories of me and my braces ..Thats all for today ... byeee *smile widely* :P

 

Eluding Temptations

I've tried my very best to get the right choice for my future and honestly , it is really hard when i started to think overboard and surrounded with plenty of confusions ... I've been in this situation for almost more than a month !... i still couldnt get my last decision ... Maybe i shall just stick to what i've decided and elude all the temptations that creeps in and indulges me to change my mind again ...lastly , i would like to thank all the people that gave me LOADS of advises , informations and suggestions ..Thank you very much :) 

I Am So Happy Can You Tell

I guess my brain had just damaged as the result for living in a life with too much of freedom  without school ... I totally have no idea how in the world would i ever have the thought of trying to be back as in the past ? It all make no sense at all as i realize it now ... Im wondering why am i so naive and stupid and silly to have all those kinds of thoughts? Im just making fool of myself and end up in an utter nasty embarrassment ! All i wish now is to get a hole and hind myself inside there ....

YOU ARE SO HOPELESS !! ALL YOU CAN DO FOR NOW IS EITHER TO STAY AT WHERE YOU ARE AND CLEAN UP THE MESS OR TO LEAVE THE PLACE AND GET A NEW LIFE !  

The Chronicles Of Narnia : The Voyage Of The Dawn Treader

This movie is super AWESOME i tell you ! hahaha but both of the previous part were awesome as well ! Skandar Keynes is SUPER DUPER FANTASTICALLY HANDSOME ! especially in Prince Caspian and this movie but he looks kinda annoying in the first part though :O Back to the point , i watched it in 3D just now along with my sis at Sunway Pyramid . The cinema was fulled but we're lucky enough to get the middle sit in the last row ... and one thing i hate about 3D was the spec was quite heavy and it keep slipping down my nose :( so i hold the spec with both of my hands all along until the movie ends ...

 

 

Caspian look different from the previous one ! :O 

 

 He is just so adorable ! :P 

Kay ..thats all for now ...toodles ! 

 

Supersede Boredom

Went to MP with Sexy , Umie , Celine and Fatin ...we met Tatissa half way for about 5 minutes only ... First of all , we went to Secret Recipe to full up our empty stomach . After that , we did some bowling and karaoke next .Starbucks as the closing :P Everything we did was splendid and unparalleled :D i love u guys !

 

 

  

 

 

 

 

   

Day 10 —The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

You ! i hate you so much ! why cant you just have a life ? i know you always think that you're the best in the world but still ? get some common sense ! nobody's perfect in the world == if you've never ever appear in front of my pair of eyes , i guess my life would be so so so MUCH merrier and enjoyable ! The ONLY reason that you're still life is because it is illegal to kill you ... I know you hate me too so just get lost from my life ! 

Celine Lim Shu Wen

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , DUDE

  

 Have a blast and too bad , i couldnt sing the birthday song to you ...i still remember me overnight at your house at last year's today ...it was unforgettable :)  Any way ..hope you like the present that im going to give you and make sure you do not miss use it :D stay in your excited mood until tmr ! and don forget to do your homework too == haha ! i don remember when's our first meet but hope our last meet will not be here soon ....anyway , you're a very good person to be friend with and im bery glad with it :D In the future , if anything happens to you , do tell me in the first place ;) So , here a few pictures of our olden days together and fyi : it was hard to go one by one through your photos in ur profile to get all these pictures :P 

 

Our latest photo :D 

 

That's my leg !! haha 

 

 wee !! My Chinese writing :P 

 

Before going to the science lab ! i remember our science books :P 

 

Before our english oral / drama test haha 

 

Dont mess with us ! :P 

 

choir competition ! we were actually shuhing people away to the hall but we ended up taking pictures ... haha 

 

Standard 6 Dancing  'canggung' and we get a trophy for it !

  

Influenza A H1N1 !! have to wear it to school everyday and this picture reminds me of some people that annoyed everyone in our class ... haha wanna know who ? ask me privately :P 

 I appreciate every moment we had together as friends and i'll never forget it ... hope this would be the BEST Birthday post you had this year :D 

 

Bienvenue A La Maison !!!

I have a new cousin !!!! weeeeee... its been 8 years since i'll see the last baby ... hahaha ...i'm so excited to help my aunt out to take care of him ...and yes , the baby is a boy !!! so these are the few pictures of him ... His name is Ian Lee Yan Kai :D and today's his full month !!

December has Approached !

DECEMBER IS HERE !!!!!
       WHICH MEANS....
             CHRISTMAS IS HERE TOO
SO THE CONCLUSION IS,

 I CAN GO SHOPPING !!!!!

 
  

Day 9 - Someone I Wish I Could Meet

Theres PLENTY of human beings living in this world ...some are great people and some are just utter normal people ... so eventually , theres quite some people that i wish i could meet them ... The first person i want to meet from the top of the list is the one that can inspire me to be a better person and success in my future .... So thats all i could talk about this topic ...let me talk about something else :P 

My friend had made a post about the type of future husband she wanted ...so now ,let me list down the type of husband that i wanted ... :D Im doing this is just for fun cause who knows if i'll change my mind when time passes ? 

• He needs to be elder than me of course
• Taller then me eventhough im on my heels
• not too skinny , normal is the best :D
• hardworking ,but not too over
• jokes around :P 
• a little selfish is ok to me 
• acceptable by my parents
• NO DRUGS ! NEVER
• NO SMOKE !
• take educations seriously
• has inside beauty *learned from Alethia*haha
• Has fashion sense
• Not too bossy
• Understand my feelings ? 
• Could accept ME thoroughly :)

So thats all i guess ? hopefully it is not too over ..i understand that theres no 100% perfect person in the world so i cannot comment too much about it or i'll be a B***H right ? hahaha

 

Catastrophe in Translation

Its midnight now ...but i still couldnt glue up my eyes ...so i went to google translators to fool around :P What i did was i typed a passage of nonsenses and translated it in to korean language ...afterthat , i copied the korean passage ...Then , i paste the translated korean passage again at the google translator and translate it to english again ...*hopefully you get what im saying* now guess what ?? the result was SUPER DIFFERENT !! haha

BEFORE :

i love you kim hyun jung !!!!!! I seriously hope i could go and visit you on the 4th of december ...but i'm super duper sure that there would be a lot a lot a lot of people over there too ...i know that you'll never be mine , but hopefully i could get a boyfriend in the future with some of your shadows 

AFTER :

I love you now !!!!!! Kim Chung I seriously can not go in December and the fourth side, please ... lots and lots but I'm sure there are lots of people do I'm super ... You'd never be mine, but hopefully I the shadow of the future with your boyfriend, you can get

 SEE THE DIFFERENTS?? haha and Dont you think that im rather stupid doing such thing ?? lol ... i shall go get some sleep now before i'll look as if im Kung Fu Panda's sister :P byeeeeeeeee

Day 8 - My favourite Internet Friend

Sooooo , the result is none :)

haha , because i only chat with people once in a blue moon

Theres a few reasons for it ...

• Im facing some obstacles of typing really slow although i've actually improved within these few years ....Umie can be the prove ! :D
• Im lazy 
•  I'll always appear off line unless im not using my own comp.
• Im not good in making conversation or making the chats interesting ...so, i've tried before pissing someone off due to my over boring-ness convo ...HAHA
• Internet doesnt work as i wished :( 
•  Im still lazy :P

Deplorable Afternoon

i cooked spaghetti just now .... During the cooking ,i particularly had messed up the things and destroyed the cleanliness of my grandma's kitchen ... it took me about an hour to finish cooking it with a little help from my aunt ... and i can see that my maid was annoyed ..haha i get fidgets when i forget what i should do next ... and my cousin brothers were like teasing me and complaining that i should cook faster cause they're very hungry .....

When everything was done ...and they've finished eating it....i asked for opinions about the meal and the feedbacks were weird :O ....One of them said that the spaghetti was very salty but the problem was , i didnt put ANY salt even a single one in it ! :O and my sister told me that the cheese were not enough but i've actually insert ALL the cheese i have ! 

At last ..i tasted it by myself ..and guess what i found out ? i think it was not bad and i guess they're just too free to annoy me and make me feel horrible = = ...

Day 7 - Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

So i think its quit easy to choose any of them from the choices above because first of all ... i've never had an ex-boyfriend and no ex-girlfriend of course ... im bored of the topics about crushes ...so i'll just take my love ... since its optional and i can talk about some non-living things :P

When i was very small , my mom gave me a pink blanket ,haha ... its very soft and not too thick nor too thin neither .... I love sleeping with it cause its very comfortable and it doesnt smell haha... i hate things with a very strong smell and it makes me wanna puke especially those cheap perfumes ... :o ... back to the title ... i love the blanket very much until now although it is very old and the color is getting dull ...<333    

Anorexia Freaks

I do agree with you guys that anorexia seriously freaks me out :O ... I totally have no idea about what are the symptoms for a certain people that is having trobles with anorexia ..but nowadays im having troubles with my meals :( ... I felt very hungry before i eat and i get very full and don feel like eating went i saw the food that im going to consume although i havent even berely touches it  :/ ...and i'll get hungry again in the next hour ...and this is seriously VERY annoying and wasting of food that i've threw away ... i know in a negative way that i'll get to go on diet and put out my weigh but ! In a positive way , im going to be lack of vitamins and proteins and carbohydrates ! my face will look dull and i'll look like a monster ! 

Honestly , i rather force myself to eat although it is very painful then becoming a monster ! :P so im stopping here now ...BYE :D

Blame It On The Family

On the 13th of November , My school had held a n end year celebration for the prefectorial board ... My Friends and I represent the form 3 prefects to have a performance ... We had a serious hard time to gather the dances and think of what to perform .... we at last finally get an idea to do a sketch with the song Blame it on the girls by MIKA ! We practiced and planned the whole thing in less than 3 hours ... our dance steps were as simple as a piece of cake but it was very enjoyable :D

The members was very committed and im very proud of them ...Thay are... 

Tharsika DR

Nandhini S

 Nabilah K

Durgha G

Alia N

and Marion Oh too although she didnt make it to the performance but she managed to came when the ceremony ends ...hahaha 

All in all , i felt so glad and thankful to have you guys to ignore your embarrassment to do the performance and you guys seriously did a great job ! <3 

 

Me giving a short speech or explanation before our performance 

 

Doing the pledge before the ceremony starts 

 

Prefects that attended that day :D 

 

Yen Zhi Rong

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO !!! 

I am Reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally sorry to forget to wish you last night :/ ...Hopefully you dont mind at all :) You are the BEST brother i have ever had ... cause you will always be the one who cares the most about us ... But honestly sometime you're quit annoying to me when im not in the mood or you turned to be very vulgar in a sudden ... FYI ;I enjoy looking at you when you're afraid of being alone :P hahaha and i also enjoy dressing you up for dinners and force you to wear something you do not like exp;quarter pants or shirts with collar ... and YES sometimes i do wonder why are your fashion tastes so weird and old style ? haha Hopefully you'll change your taste when you grow bigger and although i hate to admit this but you'll be taller than me ..... haha

 

Happy family !!

 

Before we're going to China  , Bei Jing

Faeza Suraya Binti Roslan

Today is one of my friend's BIRTHDAY !!!! hopefully i've spelled her name correctly as the title ... hahaha so...I've met her since i was in my freshman year in SMK CONVENT KAJANG ... She's always the funny one and also the sarcastic one ... She can portray a lot of people by the way they talk , sing or even their movements and its really funny and enjoyable :) .... She USED to love Miley Cyrus but i've no idea why she hated her SO BADLY now ... All i know is SHE LOVES JUSTIN BIEBER !!! and love to do the *bieber blast* thingie with EeTong ..right ?haha  i find them childish in a way but yet funny :D Hopefully you can score your PMR exam with FLYING COLOURS !!! and always keep in your mind that I LOVE YOU <3

 

  

Yes , as what you've saw ..This is faeza doing her Square Butt Dance ! haha 

Day 6 - A Stranger

   Actually , My mind is totally blank about what i shall type for this particular title :/ Anyway ,i'll still try my very best to think of something out of nothing to type it here ... So in a friendship chart ...everyone will have to start from a strangers stage before they started to know each other and become true friends in further ... this is why ,we have to be friendly and learn to be communicative to have plenty of friends 


Let me tell you this ... 8 years ago , which was when i was 7 , i went to my school for the 1st day ... at the time , i do not know how to speak and listen in english and even malay because i speak in chinese only in my childhood ...Therefore , it was quit a hard time for me to have multi-races friends and even understanding what's my teacher talks about until i met this stranger who is also located in the same class with me ... and im very thankful to her for all those days
  

She translated the things that i dont understand to me... which also means that she translated EVERYTHING to me ... hahaha and i made her as my best friend for a few months until i started to understand and used to the languages in my school and found out that she is not a normal kid .... her attitudes are weird and she's definitely not an optimist at all ! i've no idea why and i couldnt help myself from leaving her and get other new friends before i turn to be the same as her ... 

Unluckily , i think i was cursed for starting to hate her since my second year of my primary school by getting in the same class with her for 8 YEARS ! can you imagine yourself being arranged into the same class with your enemy for 8 years ?...but fortunately , i was shifted to another class during my important year which was during my Form 3 ... i finally get to study for the whole year in my class without getting annoyed and disturbed by her appearance ... i know i was wrong for doing this to her but actually , even her friends for now would wanna be her friends are just because they sympathy her to be so lonely  ! 

A few months before my trials for PMR , i was offered by my teacher to her class because some of the students from her class *best class* came to my class and the student who got first and second places will get to shift to her class ...*FYI : My class was the second class* So ... i turned down the offer cause i prefer my original class with my friends :) and didnt wanna get disturbance a month before my important test !  

Most of the people in school hates her except for the teachers and for your information , EVERY term of our exam , she will ALWAYS be facing problems of teachers marking wrongly on her paper and she gets to increase her marks !so many of my classmates suspects that she cheated it ... 

Anyway ...im getting tooo mad to continue to type so im stopping here without telling you who is she , but if you're a student of my age in my school , you should know who is she ;)