Depression rules

Can 'In the midst of Fakeness' describe my current situation ? Its just like living on a battle ground... where everyone is the soldier and the leader of the war is no one...which means the war is meaningless and fighting is just to entertain themselves ... most of them wears a mask to protect themselves but harm the others that do not have one 

Some of them are good enough to render you to take off your mask and promise to protect you but in the end...they'll slap you in the face ...because promises are one of their weapon ...they fire the weapon by breaking the promise .. which will make you feeling miserable and thinking life is unfair and mean ...

For now..i just feel like take off my mask , throwing my weapon away ,let go everything and just die on the battle ground with dignity ... 

Boredom

 

Im so bored now... nothing to do after the exams... haha this week can be consider  a sport week for my school.... Sukan Tara starts today and end by Thursday ... Hopefully yellow house get to win this year again ... :) Ran for 100m and did long jump today ... i felt quite happy even though i only contributed 1 mark in the 100 meters run cause im not a runner and i hardly get a marks for runner since form 1...lol Long jump was as usual... i've got 2 marks for it ... Now my leg muscles are utterly in pain  and could hardly walk.. i wonder how am i going to survive for lontar peluru and maybe high jump... Wish me lucks ! :D And these are the photos taking during a small errand to the Broga Hill ...super exhausted climbing up the hil :P   

CELEBRATION

MY FORM 4 MID YEAR EXAM IS OFFICIALLY OVER !!!!!!

I've no idea how i did it but all i can say is ...i've done my best :D Holiday will be here in a week time ... So excited that i don know what to do.. haha i've actually planned a few things but guess what ? i've forgotten half of the things that i've planned LOL all i can remember is...

• Finish reading my storybook
• watch some korean drama
• brush up my piano skills ? haha
• and .....i forget :P

Owh yeah ! Yesterday was Alethia's  Sweet Sixteen ! since its 12.45 am now ...I was being a wonderful friend that i didnt realize its her birthday ... haha ! I met her for a few times in school and waved without wishing her...the guiltiness is filling the air now...lol HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ALETHIA !!! hope you wont be mad at me :'( Had a karaoke session just now...we were singing so madly and got recorded by Guang Yao == 

hahaha so, guang yao, you better keep your phone tight or imma kidnap it in any seconds from now on :P 

 Toodles :D

Situations

Yeap ... since when i was form 1 or 2 ,i enjoy giving situations for my friends to choose when im bored in school :P Since im lazy to study for my physic test tmr ..i've decided to so this :D

Situation 1 ....Choose either A or B and it would be best if you could tell me why ... haha

A . You'll be married to a rich guy that is just a few years older than you . Your marriage stayed for 10 years.But he don love you as much as he love his second and third wife and he treated you coldly and even your child everyday.

B . You'll be married to a rich guy that is 10 or more years older than you .He have 2 wifes and a few children .You'll be his thrid wife but he loves you a lot and treated you very well by buying expensive goods for you all the time and love you very much .

Which one would you choose if you have no other choice but the marry one of them :P