Mixed Up In A Hot Soup

I totally have no idea what's the meaning of my title for this particular post and why did named it this way but i'll just let it be :) Everytime when I'm feeling so confused , insecure , frustrated and totally have not a single clue about what to do , I'll listen to my ipod and try to search for songs that suits my feelings right now ... For the mean time , i've found this , its called Mixed Up by Miley Cyrus ...Its nice and the lyrics is so similar to my feelings now ... Feel free to Listen to it in YouTube :) PS : I've highlighted The parts that i like the most ! <3

MIXED UP by MILEY CYRUS 

La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
La, la, la

How come everything turns out leaving me with more doubts?
I feel like I'm upside down, and I don't wanna be here
I go right, should have gone left, and I say things I should have not said
Look at me in this big mess, I don't wanna be here

Everything I do is making me more confused
Oh, it used to be easy, all I had to be was me, now I'm mixed up
Everywhere I go is somewhere that I don't know
Oh, I hope that I'm dreaming 'cause I'm sick of this feeling
I'm mixed up, somebody help me

La, la, la, la, la

Tell me how to fix this, I'd trade my world for one wish
To go back to my other life, oh, and get it right

Everything I do is making me more confused
Oh, it used to be easy, all I had to be was me, now I'm mixed up
Everywhere I go is somewhere that I don't know
Oh, I hope that I'm dreaming 'cause I'm sick of this feeling
I'm mixed up, could somebody help me?

To hold me, tell me everything's gonna be okay
'Cause today it feels like I won't make it through the darkness
Don't know how to get outta this
I'm so mixed up, can somebody help me?

La, la, la

Everything I do is making me more confused
Oh, it used to be easy, all I had to be was me, and now I'm mixed up
Everywhere I go is somewhere that I don't know
Oh, I hope that I'm dreaming 'cause I'm sick of this feeling
I'm mixed up, somebody help me, somebody help me
 

 BYE BYE :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!

It has been quite a looooooong time since my latest post . So now , Stay back and be ready for me to bombard you with everything i've done for CHRISTMAS !!!! and honestly , this is the best of the BEST of the BEST CHRISTMAS in MY LIFE !!! I need to thank all of you that told me the REAL meaning of Christmas and brought me so much joy and happiness through out the week .... <3

THE AWESOME YOUTH CAMP 2010

Everything was SPLENDID and very very very ENJOYABLE ! All of the commitees  had really done a great job in preparing the games , places , foods and etc ... the girls all went so CRAZY all along the camp and i totally forgotten about my PMR result day which was the next day of it...haha  The game that i like the most was SABO ! and Treasure Hunt was not bad too but the last clue seriously did cracked my brain into two parts ... haha I acted as Alice during the Costume Party at night and guess what ? Im nothing better then a maid == hahaha And i seriously felt soooooooooooo sadddddd when we're leaving the house and I wished we could stay for another day , but too bad , PMR result is coming out on the next day ... Now, Im so excited for the pictures !! hopefully they would be uploaded asap ! :P

Taking My PMR Result

DANG DANG DANG DANG !!!!! My mind was still very fresh with the memories of me forgotten to bring my ic on the first day of the exam and also the happiness of me finished taking my last result ...Time seriously FLIES ! and now im getting my results :O and Yeah ! i couldnt sleep well at night and my stomach is full of butterflies ... I kept imagining what if i didnt get straight As ? The sadness creeps in and a fews tears slided down my cheeks ... But everything was totally stupid when i got my result and thinking why am i so stupid to let my emotions to concur my brain when everything was needless ...and YEAP i got STRAIGHT !! im so so so so happy and bout it :D Now , My day is full of sun shines :P

After Result 

I followed Aunty Rachel's car along with Catherine , Alethia , Faith , Esther , and Desmond to Mid Valley ! We watched Gulliver's Travel and it was quite boring and very predictable ...Our empty stomach indulged us to a Korean Cuisine restaurant named Ka Hyong in The Gardens before the movie ... i ordered a set meal which included a bowl of rice and some kimchi and an bowl of super-spicy-but-tasted-like-vinegar-soup haha it was very filling and i didnt finish it ...After the movie , we shopped a little while waiting for Aunty Rachel to fetch us back :D

 Christmas Eve Caroling

 I followed our Youth to do some caroling .We sang in 3 houses in Sungai Long .It was quite embarrassing as i sang out of tune but luckily they hardly notice it because everyone's voice had covered my voice up :P The family in the first house gave us some Sandwiches contained some turkey that flew from Australia :O..it was every tasty and They gave us some chocolates also and they were from Australia too ! At the last house ,The family was having open house so we had to sing in from of EVERYONE which is very embarrassing because most of them ignored us and kept eating their food ..we were like syok sendiri only ... but it was quite fun too :D

Christmas Countdown !!  

Everything was a last minute plan actually but it did went smoothly :D We watched the videos taken during the camp and some videos long long time ago ... some are really funny till i wanted to pee ! haha Then ,we did the count down and i can see happiness and joy written in everyone's face .It made me felt very happy even though nothing was prepared and we just shouted crazily in Esther's Living room ! hahaha Just 5 MINUTES after the count down ... My dad was outside of Esther's house fetching me home without me asking him to come ... haha

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!! 

Went to church early in the morning to practice for our performance ... Luckily my voice didnt crack and i was super excited for the performance… It was not bad after all but some mistakes occurred at the beginning of the song … Oh Yeah, I forgotten to mention that we sang the song ‘ We were the reason ’ Chinese version :D After that,we had our lunch in Janbo Restaurant .The food was very scrumptious and I think everyone enjoyed it very much :D And ! One super funny thing was we drank the shark fin soup without shark fin inside :O HAHAHA But it is not bad too :D  

Off You Go , Braces !!

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!!!!! I took off my braces !! i've been waiting for this day for 2 YEARS and 5 MONTHS !!!! Im finally freeeeeee ... hahah but i miss my days with it though :P Before i put it on , i've heard that it'll bring my severe pains and this made me scared to put it on at first but after all , it wasnt really 'that' pain except for the week after i went for my monthly checkup because the dentist will tighten it every time i pay a visit .... After taking it off , There's some changes of my face ... Good news ...My mouth wasnt as thick as i used to be and my teeth were whiter then my braces ...Bad news is My teeth made my face look tanner == ... Anyway , I think it is worth it to spend 2 years and 5 months with them because my teeth were so different from my previous one :O and looking back my previous photos , i somehow feel gross ! HAHAHA These are some of the memories of me and my braces ..Thats all for today ... byeee *smile widely* :P

 

Eluding Temptations

I've tried my very best to get the right choice for my future and honestly , it is really hard when i started to think overboard and surrounded with plenty of confusions ... I've been in this situation for almost more than a month !... i still couldnt get my last decision ... Maybe i shall just stick to what i've decided and elude all the temptations that creeps in and indulges me to change my mind again ...lastly , i would like to thank all the people that gave me LOADS of advises , informations and suggestions ..Thank you very much :) 

I Am So Happy Can You Tell

I guess my brain had just damaged as the result for living in a life with too much of freedom  without school ... I totally have no idea how in the world would i ever have the thought of trying to be back as in the past ? It all make no sense at all as i realize it now ... Im wondering why am i so naive and stupid and silly to have all those kinds of thoughts? Im just making fool of myself and end up in an utter nasty embarrassment ! All i wish now is to get a hole and hind myself inside there ....

YOU ARE SO HOPELESS !! ALL YOU CAN DO FOR NOW IS EITHER TO STAY AT WHERE YOU ARE AND CLEAN UP THE MESS OR TO LEAVE THE PLACE AND GET A NEW LIFE !