Saturday, July 30, 2011

Thirtieh July , Two Thousand Eleven

    Felt so empty today ...somehow i feel something is missing and im trying very hard to think of what is it...Wanted to go for Frisbee session but all of my friends said that they're not going ...haixxx :(.... Anyway , surprisingly I woke up early today , at 8.45 ... cause usually i'll be waking up at 11 or 12 haha ...Had 'Ho Fan Soup' as my breakfast and then did a few add maths questions before the clock struck to 12 and got a phone call from my mom ... She wants to bring me to a saloon to have a hair cut ... So i just followed since there's nothing i feel like doing at all for the mean time ....

     When we reached there , my grandma started to talk to the barber in Hakka and they laughed really hard ... I was smiling like an idiot with my blanked face since i don get a single clue of what are they talking about lol While he was cutting my hair , i keep telling him not to cut too short but my grandma keep asking him to cut as much as he could until my mom came into the saloon from the car park and tell my grandma that i look better with long hair haha 
    
      After that,i went to a badminton court which is right opposite of the saloon .Had fun playing with Esther , Alethia , Ai Ni , Amen ,Pei Jing ,Desmond , Aaron and Kai Xin :) Maybe because its been a while since i've ever exercised ,my right hand felt very tired after playing for only 10 minutes with Alethia ,Amen and Ai ni .... so i suggested everyone to play with left hand except for Ai ni cause she's left handed...haha  
       We sucked really badly and i regretted for coming up with such stupid idea haha Desmond and Aaron arrived after a few minutes ... then we start to play until 3 ... We had our meal at 7 wonders
after that ... I ordered 'Zha Geong' Ramen without drinks .The serving is very big and quit spicy ...moreover ,im running out of water ...so I was literally forcing myself to swallow all of it into my stomach ...then Ai ni then gave me her 100 plus <3 

     My mom came and brought me back later...half way through our 'journey' home only i'd realize that Aaron's car key was still in my bag ... Haha then There goes a u-turn back to the restaurant lol felt so embarrassed for being such a forgetful person ... I guess i'll not give any ending to this post cause today is not over yet haha 

Kaythksbye :) 

Thursday, June 2, 2011

You know you hate me

Why are you doing this to me ?
Why am i not sad at all ?
What should i actually feel right now ?
Why are bad things keep happening on me ?
Why don i like it ?
Why should i care ?
How can i forget you ?
How can i survive for long?
What should i do next ?
Why am i scared ?
Why don i have anything to say or comment ? 
Why am i asking why ?
Why do i wanna know ? 


Because i care about you ??? :O 

NO WAY 

WHY WHY WHY WHY ????


Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Depression rules

Can 'In the midst of Fakeness' describe my current situation ? Its just like living on a battle ground... where everyone is the soldier and the leader of the war is no one...which means the war is meaningless and fighting is just to entertain themselves ... most of them wears a mask to protect themselves but harm the others that do not have one 

Some of them are good enough to render you to take off your mask and promise to protect you but in the end...they'll slap you in the face ...because promises are one of their weapon ...they fire the weapon by breaking the promise .. which will make you feeling miserable and thinking life is unfair and mean ...

For now..i just feel like take off my mask , throwing my weapon away ,let go everything and just die on the battle ground with dignity ... 

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Boredom



Im so bored now... nothing to do after the exams... haha this week can be consider  a sport week for my school.... Sukan Tara starts today and end by Thursday ... Hopefully yellow house get to win this year again ... :) Ran for 100m and did long jump today ... i felt quite happy even though i only contributed 1 mark in the 100 meters run cause im not a runner and i hardly get a marks for runner since form 1...lol Long jump was as usual... i've got 2 marks for it ... Now my leg muscles are utterly in pain  and could hardly walk.. i wonder how am i going to survive for lontar peluru and maybe high jump... Wish me lucks ! :D And these are the photos taking during a small errand to the Broga Hill ...super exhausted climbing up the hil :P   




Friday, May 20, 2011

CELEBRATION

MY FORM 4 MID YEAR EXAM IS OFFICIALLY OVER !!!!!!

I've no idea how i did it but all i can say is ...i've done my best :D Holiday will be here in a week time ... So excited that i don know what to do.. haha i've actually planned a few things but guess what ? i've forgotten half of the things that i've planned LOL all i can remember is...

  • Finish reading my storybook
  • watch some korean drama
  • brush up my piano skills ? haha
  • and .....i forget :P
Owh yeah ! Yesterday was Alethia's  Sweet Sixteen ! since its 12.45 am now ...I was being a wonderful friend that i didnt realize its her birthday ... haha ! I met her for a few times in school and waved without wishing her...the guiltiness is filling the air now...lol HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ALETHIA !!! hope you wont be mad at me :'( Had a karaoke session just now...we were singing so madly and got recorded by Guang Yao == 
hahaha so, guang yao, you better keep your phone tight or imma kidnap it in any seconds from now on :P 



 Toodles :D