You Havent seen the last of me

Heart Broken , Eyes Swollen ...I've never had this bad feeling before.I've lost my voice .I want to express but i cant .There's no where i belong at this very moment . I need a shoulder to cry on but i don have .I need someone to talk it out but it ended up i don know what to say ,where to start ,and even SHOULD I TELL ? Annoying thoughts are messing like merry-go-round in my mind...I don know what to do and i hate being so emo now..Its just so not me but this post doesnt worth any 'lol or :D'

I know that i cant have anything and everything that i want but i try my best to get it...I've made my decision to want it so don be surprise to see what i'll do next .My heart has been tore apart ...usually it heals very fast and easily but this time is just not the same.

  

Now I know

I know how to make kimchiiiiiii weeeeeeeeeeeeeee hahahahaha I've been loving to eat it since few years back ... Always thought that its hard to make so i prefer buying outside lol but Last Saturday,I just gave my very first try on making it and it turns out not bad :P just a wwwittle bit salty hahaha It was quite easy ... i did it according to a recipe i've got from Youtube lol so i was literally watching it while doing it ...Made a Havoc in my mom's kitchen but luckily my maid was there to help to clean up ....And felt thankful to get some help from my sis eventhough she went to tuition half way ..but still...THANKYOU :)

 

Heart to Heart

Hey yalll :D im back blogging ... but im sure no longer this blog will be dead again ... haha Well anyway , since not much of people will be visiting here so just let it die by itself laa LOL Sooo ... Yesterday's Frisbee session was terrific ! Especially when we get a bigger space to play and wouldnt get shoo-ed away by a bunch of old men. As usual,I suck really badly.I actually and secretly felt a little pitiful and very sorry to the group that has me in it LOL ...like seriously , i don help and instead , i make it worst. Im not a good runner , super blur and i REALLY do hate myself for getting a fidget very fast and couldnt calm myself down when i get the disc :S  

Planning to buy the Ultimate Tee since it looks very cool.Owh ! and FYI , WE played in the downpourrrrrrr WOOOO its fun fun fun and very cooling haha 

Anyway ... i was super free since the last school bell rang last friday ...but i didnt touch any of my homeworks LOL Lingered around my house touching everything i could but not my school bags hahha I think i better buck up now or imma get any scoldings in the following week... 

Kaythksbye :D 

You're My Honeystar

What The Freaking Hell Is Wrong With Me ?? I keep waking up late on Fridays ...which are the days that i have to reach school earlier than usual because i've to do the PA thingie for every week's assembly. My duties are to switch on some i-don-know-what machine and deal with the radios and mics 'which are very fragile and may betray u anytime'...Just like today ... The awesome radio wasnt working so we've to sing without music...and the best part is that it worked again after the assembly ==

  Anyway,today is another boring day of my life except for a few interesting stuffs happening around me .Such as ,our new perfectoria board (ignore the spelling) is out from today onwards and we'll be cooperating with a new bunch of Ajks weeeeeee :D  Anyway ,talked a lot with Sim today about some crazy stuffs in my life haha ! Enjoyed the fun really much ! THANKYOU FOR MAKING MY DAY ! and and I <3 YOU :D Because of you , i started to think differently and am more cautions bout things that may happen :) I FEEL SO HAPPY 

Random Facts bout me today lol 

• I've moved on 
• Currently obsessed with the song Forget you by Glee
• Im still lazy to do my homework
• I finished reading 'Can you keep a secret?' in a month .Which is a miracle lol
•  I get to skip my perfect duties for this whole entire month
• I LOVE HONEY STAR eventhough its fattenning
• After so many years,Icecream and cakes are still the best thing for me to kill my sadness :D 

Thats all of today ! Bye <3 

Thirtieh July , Two Thousand Eleven

    Felt so empty today ...somehow i feel something is missing and im trying very hard to think of what is it...Wanted to go for Frisbee session but all of my friends said that they're not going ...haixxx :(.... Anyway , surprisingly I woke up early today , at 8.45 ... cause usually i'll be waking up at 11 or 12 haha ...Had 'Ho Fan Soup' as my breakfast and then did a few add maths questions before the clock struck to 12 and got a phone call from my mom ... She wants to bring me to a saloon to have a hair cut ... So i just followed since there's nothing i feel like doing at all for the mean time ....

     When we reached there , my grandma started to talk to the barber in Hakka and they laughed really hard ... I was smiling like an idiot with my blanked face since i don get a single clue of what are they talking about lol While he was cutting my hair , i keep telling him not to cut too short but my grandma keep asking him to cut as much as he could until my mom came into the saloon from the car park and tell my grandma that i look better with long hair haha 
    
      After that,i went to a badminton court which is right opposite of the saloon .Had fun playing with Esther , Alethia , Ai Ni , Amen ,Pei Jing ,Desmond , Aaron and Kai Xin :) Maybe because its been a while since i've ever exercised ,my right hand felt very tired after playing for only 10 minutes with Alethia ,Amen and Ai ni .... so i suggested everyone to play with left hand except for Ai ni cause she's left handed...haha  
       We sucked really badly and i regretted for coming up with such stupid idea haha Desmond and Aaron arrived after a few minutes ... then we start to play until 3 ... We had our meal at 7 wonders after that ... I ordered 'Zha Geong' Ramen without drinks .The serving is very big and quit spicy ...moreover ,im running out of water ...so I was literally forcing myself to swallow all of it into my stomach ...then Ai ni then gave me her 100 plus <3 

     My mom came and brought me back later...half way through our 'journey' home only i'd realize that Aaron's car key was still in my bag ... Haha then There goes a u-turn back to the restaurant lol felt so embarrassed for being such a forgetful person ... I guess i'll not give any ending to this post cause today is not over yet haha 

Kaythksbye :)