Happy Birthday , Grandpa ! I miss you so much that nothing is possible to overtake it .... Time really flies... You've left all of us for more then 2 years ... but now , i actually still can't accept the truth that you've left us and no longer be with me ... I had a nostalgia today about me asking you to stop smoking and you'll be like...
"ok ok ok! i'll stop now ...haha*big smile* you are really naughty girl ...im sure next time your husband must be totally controlled by you"
And the last time i saw you in the Hospital ... You just woke up in the ICU and you look at me with a your big eyes ... I gave you the newspaper and you told me that you remember i only read the entertainment part of the newspaper...
I seriously regretted for losing my phone and now i don have any of ur pictures with me ... I hate myself for being so reckless ...Im so sorry ... and i'll never forgive myself for it
The day you left , i actually heard my mom's phone call from the hospital when i was in my room and i know that something's happenning ...I hate myself for not following her or even ask her what happened... i regretted for going to school to attend the sports day and i missed my last chance to see you ... Dad came to school and ask me to leave immediately ... I've no idea what happenned until he told me in the car ... i broke down and cried really hard
Im really sorry for not listening your advise that you told me before you leave and i promise i'll never do that again ... I'll miss you and i'lll never ever forget all the memories you gave me in those 14 years ... I love you , grandpa and i always do
"ok ok ok! i'll stop now ...haha*big smile* you are really naughty girl ...im sure next time your husband must be totally controlled by you"
And the last time i saw you in the Hospital ... You just woke up in the ICU and you look at me with a your big eyes ... I gave you the newspaper and you told me that you remember i only read the entertainment part of the newspaper...
I seriously regretted for losing my phone and now i don have any of ur pictures with me ... I hate myself for being so reckless ...Im so sorry ... and i'll never forgive myself for it
The day you left , i actually heard my mom's phone call from the hospital when i was in my room and i know that something's happenning ...I hate myself for not following her or even ask her what happened... i regretted for going to school to attend the sports day and i missed my last chance to see you ... Dad came to school and ask me to leave immediately ... I've no idea what happenned until he told me in the car ... i broke down and cried really hard
Im really sorry for not listening your advise that you told me before you leave and i promise i'll never do that again ... I'll miss you and i'lll never ever forget all the memories you gave me in those 14 years ... I love you , grandpa and i always do
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