Invisible

I take these pills to make me thin 

I dye my hair , and color my skin

I tried everything , to make them see me

But all they see , is someone that's not me

Even when I'm walking on barb wire

Even when i sat myself on fire 

Why do i always feel invisible 

Everyday i try to lock my past

Eventhough inside im such a mess

Why do i always feel invisible

Here inside , My quiet heart

You cannot hear , My cries for help

I tried everything , to make then see me

But everyone sees what i cant be